friendships are complicated...

before i enter high school i felt that everything will be fine and i will have a great time but things are so much different from what i thought.
i just hate how people lie to you for o reason! why should you lie about our feelings? or say that you understand what i am going through? because you dont.no one does.feeling happy is not based on having a lot of friends i have a lot of them but....
it is a terrible feeling to feel that adults or teachers don't believe me.
i had my operation yesterday and it was a lot more painful then what i thought it would be.
and when i talked about it with my friends they just reacted like they care so much but they wear faking it . i could see it in their eyes. not that the didn't care its just that they faked their emotions.

                                            .  FRIENDSHIPS ARE COMPLICATED.