that wreacking feeling

so remember when i told you that my best friend is at the same high school with me?
well she is probably leaving....
she wants to study art and is thinking to go to a art high school. this is really sad and it had totally damaged my mine that i can even focus on what i am doing. i never knew i was so attached to her that it is so hard to let her go.
on one hand it is really hard for me and i am gonna miss her so so much but on the other hand all i want is her to e happy and if that's what she wants then i guess that what really matters.... right?
and i know that taking this decision is gonna be so hard for her and i really dont want to stand in her way.that would be cruel.

i dont know what to do....👤
how to feel or think........💬
i feel lost...........💫
and i think i am broken in side.......💔
and this is so sad....😓

help?? share your ideas in comments please.💟